Love and Trust: Hika Part 33rd Chapter: Tears
"His name is Tears. You have to be nice to him. Aren't you a good girl?"
I hate and love him. Both were fake. I have to be like they want; I am a good girl, aren't I?
His name was Tears. He was 2 years older. Tears were a stupid name, I thought. I hate him because I must spend my time with him. But I loved him, because he was not like the others around me. By the time I spend with him, I asked myself, why the hours go so slowly and why the sky was still light. I wanted go back to the dark streets of Berlin. I want to feel the others pain. I wanted be by Ciel's side. I don't when it starts, when I forget Ciel and wanted just Tears heart, even everyone says it was already mine.
I hear some steps. When they come closer to my room, I start to pray for Ciel, that he is alright now, while I am here with this guy. "Hello Miss Hika. Is me, Tears, I wish you a nice day, how are you today?" "I am fine, sir Tears. I just wonder, I hope my friend is fine too. Don't you think tod
Love and Trust: Hika Part 22nd chapter: Rebels
Sound of music and wild sayings are now in the streets from Berlin. With graffiti at the walls and broken alcohol bottles. Hika, dont go outside alone, not at that dark place. Why nanny? Why? Dont be worry, nanny, I am with Ciel, and I am not alone!
His name was Ciel. He was around 4 or 5 years older than me. His hair was silver and his eyes red. He was one of the boys at the dark-graffiti streets in Berlin. He was my best friend. My only friend. Ciel always waited for me down at the street, because he knew that he couldnt come up. I hate him for this. It was not his fault, but I hate him, because he never tried to speak to my parents to let him in. Ciels eyes sparkled dangerously. I was sometimes so afraid that I run back home and hide myself behind nanny. Now I regret that I left him alone. Hika! You can not run like this around the street. You mother and nanny will be angry. Please stay her, Hika!&