Is not taking a forever.
A forever of life.
Of life without a goal.
A goal in life.
I want to reach for you
For you cause you are a star
A star of my life
My life and my goal
Is it to reach you
You are shinning star
Shinning star in the dark night
The dark night in my life
My goal are you
You are what I want to reach
Reach in my Life
My life to reach my goal
It was alone,
No one love it.
They saw it,
No one cared.
It was so lonely,
It couldn't even cry.
It would like to shut,
To break it all.
They hate it,
fight with it,
No on cared.
In the end,
It found the love.
What they never wanted,
It break itself free.
Forever take it,
Forever love it,
Forever care about it.
And me is who cared!
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He know my love,
How I feel about him,
Give him with my hands,
What he never would find,
If he would stay alone...
I loved it so much,
It was bloved in my heart,
I respect it with my love,
It was never alone in his world.
Was now dead,
Could he come back,
He would fight again,
Like they are,
Means to lose,
Everything else after that...
Toke him away,
Piece by Piece,
Step by step,
Till the end,
burned in my heart,
Forever and till the end...
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Mighty Angels knows,
What we Demons never shows,
Long and deep,
This is the true trance,
Which means to break,
And take it away,
Piece by Piece...
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I couldnt believe what I was thinking of.
I even not understand why he was hugging
me or why he even thinks he needs to do it.
I was alone in my mind, like always again and
again. Time for time. Day for day and year by
year, it was all the same. And no one know
why it was so, they just thought it must be so!
They had no idea why. And they dont want even
find it out. Back to reality I found out he is not
hugging me anymore. He smiled and I couldnt
believe how it happened but I feel his soft lips
on mine and his sweet breath on my face.
Maybe this is what people calls miracle,
I dont know. Six days after this. I even dont
understand my own feeling, all I had was a number
of a guy who kissed me even he dont know me.
I still dont believe in miracle. And not in fairy tale.
I notice people who stop and stare, but I let it go
all away. The best way to ignore someone is Suddenly
my cell rings and my heart jump out
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It is like the world has no meaning to me. It is like there is no other reason for living.
I think about it every day and never find a reason why. I hate those who hate me
because Im so emotional and I hate those who just play with me and use me.
I want to find the true love. As a guy is it really bad if you show others what you feel,
they see you are so weak, they hurt you when they see it. But later,
in the deep snowing winter, I found someone just like me and in the same time my opposite. I found someone. It was maybe a shame because it was a guy,
but my first problem was how to tell him that I want to be near to him.
It were the last days before Christmas and there were lots of events at school,
I already forget how it would be feel to be happy with the family and try to find
my way like that. There were lots of rumors about a boy who is cutting his self
and some of those who used me and laugh at me know it could be me
or it should be me! I neve