The RiskThe Risk
...to my love. All I found in your blue eyes. All I get. All I give.
I need you so much. To my dear boyfriend. Forever love since 20th april 2009.
-Krad014 aka Homa</b>
I am looking outside.
All I see is a little smile.
I reach out with my hand.
All I get is a cold glass.
I try to find a solution.
But all I get are much problems.
I take this risk.
I'll shut it out.
The feeling that I have.
When I love you.
See this.Feel this.
The tought someone might get this too.
Someone who shouldn't.
But babe. For seeing those blue eyes again,
I'll take this risk.
Anything I need.
Anything I get.
Is you and you're blue eyes.
Not cold like the window that I touch.
Not cold like the sky I see outside.
So warm and beautiful.
Like the sun shine in winter which remminds of summer.
This love is forbbiden.
But I am taking the risk.
For those blue eyes...
I take this all again.
Speechless:GermanyEnglish PoemMeine Welt kann so kalt sein.
In dein Herz regnet aber in meins ist sonnenschein.
Traurig ist mein eben bild.Heftig mein trauer.
Ich vermisse dich...!
>>My world can be sometimes so cold.
In your heart is rainning,
but in mine is the sun shinning.
Sad is my image in the mirror,
Violently my sadness.
I miss you... >If my voice can reach you,
then listen to me and come to me,
'cause I need you here so badly!
Love and Trust: Hika Part 9Chapter 9: Ocean
Somehow I am not really here. Make some things around my own clear. I show the others how I am. This is my life. I life my live like I want. Not you want me to. Let me make it clear. I am not a animal. Not your little doll. I look into the mirror. Everything is ready. Tonight I am going to break you. I am coming! Go and hide yourself.
"Bring it on! Lets start! We have our own pride! We are not like east, west, north or south! Ready?" "YEAH!" We are a gang. Berlins nightmare since years. Ciel is our front man. Right next to him is Tears. Then Nali and I am a special guest. If you understand what I mean.
"Ready to go Hika?" Tears hug me. He is my best friend after all. Not only my husband. "Lets go" I smile. Then we jump. From here to there. We go to paint your nightmare down. Be sure!
Love and Trust: Hika Part 8Chapter 8: Melody
[From Ciel view]
During talking with the boys from OB gang, which means ost Berlin (the east of Berlin), the NB, Nord Berlin (the north of Berlin), comes and hit some bottles. I quite smoking and take a look at those who make such a noise. 3 girls half naked and 3 boys. All ugly. That Berlin, you know. "Hey dude. Who you think you are?"
I am clam. I am always like this. The girls come around me. I turn around and see: I am all alone. I am still naive. This was a trick. The boys hit. One here one there. I don't want to hurt anyone. But you know. Everyone has a pride. And my pride is to stay at the tope and save it! BAM! Now are the girls lying down? "Hey Dude! Who you think you are? That my boy." A sweet smile of a sweet little girl. That girl is so bright. Even as brighter as the moon is. This little girl is Nali. And this little girl is just like my other little girl. Where ever you are Hika, I hope the moon shows you the way. I smile. Nali looks at me. We both
Love and Trust: Hika Part 7Chapter 7: Sweet
How do you think is the best way to show someone you love him?
I think the best thing is to say it. No matter how hard is it? I want to tell you how much I like you. But I am thinking of how I should tell you that.
Again I am running. Running trough the streets. I am wearing a short dress. With lots of buttons. A cap with headphones. My iPod is green. I am not wearing shoes. I am running. The short dress is white black. Is turned a little. The yellow cross-hatched side is turned. I love cross-hatched. Is sweet. Like I said I am running. Listing to some different music. Is good that is not raining. The moon is smiling at me. It's bright and happy. May I show you the way? It asks me. Sure. It's an honor. I answered a smile. It's now even more brighter. In my eyes. No matter if the person you love loves you too or not. That you jump over your own shadow and habit to ask him counts more.
Love and Trust: Hika Part 6Chapter 6: Killer
With 17 everything starts. I killed my mom and kissed the lord of darkness' hands. Why did I do that? Because I thought I was not strong enough. I could not hide myself from that mask. I knew he would come and catch me. I wanted to run away but I couldn't because I had to be a good girl.
My mother was strong. My dad died a year before her. He died because he killed someone who I loved so much. Ciel was dead. At my 16 birthday I lost my best friend. No one told me that. But..."I know who killed him." Tears was next to me. He held me in his arms and gave me a kind of sweet-love, or what ever you would like to call it. He liked the feeling of saving me. Of loving me. "Who?"
"Because he wanted to save you.","HAHA!"
Save? SAVE? Who did he want to save? Me? I am not the one...- No. I ran off. Climbed and jumped. Ran and killed the man who killed my best friend.
"NO! Hika, NO!"
Tears, you are so lovely. But this is not my world. I finally realiz