A little story!

I don't know why I want to cry or I just started to try to looks like a EMO,
but I think I felt alone and lonely and thought that I will be alone and
lonely and no one would help me,what was wrong. My diary were full with bad memories and I get hurt everytime I read it and that hurt a lot,you ask you'reself  now why I don't stop all those things but I can not answer this at all and I'm
sorry about this...[write by Sophie:date :10january]

Most of the time,when I'm away from home,I dress myself like a EMO.
I don't know why. I think the social membership in school cut me out.
I felt bad and can not answer myself the question why.
I stop to do lots of things that I do before and start to cutting my self.
It don't hurt at all but I stop it when summer start.My life was oki again.
I thought. I hoped.[write by Haru:date:14february]

We have in school lots of lessons time. We talk about different things.
We start to talking about people who just wear black things.Lots of people
said it is bad.I don't said anything. I knew it is about me. I hate it!
[writin by Haru]

My heart was beathingloud.I could feel it. A new school.A new room.
A new house. A new world.I don't liked  my class,I though.My life was oki and
everything were fine.I had good marks and my parents love that.
But what I never could believe was:They start to hate me!
The school turns to horror to me...[written by Sophie]

I change my school. My new class were horror.Deep inside I was
happy about it! I knew I'm a bad girl. But I knew that everyone love it!
I was wrong with thinking no one will bugging me...and my nightmare,
that I hoped never will come true,starts...[written by Haru]

The new class,now the 3rd time I change it,is oki. Fine and nice.
They are really nice to me.I met a girl,Haru is her name.She seems to be nice.
Fine and cool.But I never understand why she was actiong like a EMO,till...

[Text written by Hina[krad014]with helps from Julia and Hannah]
The reason why someone is acting like this or that is not clear!
My mum always said that! But I think if true friends support
someone and call themselvs good friends,then they will undersand that.
When you look around you don't know what happened.You just look
and forget it then,you don't care at all what happend,as long as it
don't happened to you.This is not fair and not nice.I still can remmember when
me and my friends goes out and saw how a class was bugging just one
person and this was really sad! It remmembers me to this little story:

>>When I look around,I see just me face and hear my voice,alone...
This keep me alive and want that I listen more to it.
I don't understand what I was doing or why.It was not nice,
but it was what it was! In class or school I start to cry and realize
that I can't stay so.I try to understand why people act like this and that
but seems like noting works!I thought if no one listen to me then I
won't listen to them too. With a heart full with anger and pain,
with tears that I tire to hold back,I start to wear just black!
I'm not a EMO,I don't act like it...I was something that wasn't "normal"
and it wasn't "oki",but in the true I want to know what it means to be oki
and what it means to be normal.In the end,when I fall and fall,I realize that
there is no way for me to act like a EMO or act like I am oki! Because
I am the way I are and this is my way...
Still when friends ask me why I wear black things or I'm sad,have a bda day,or a problem and can not laugh and smile like always,I say it is because I'm tired
to tell you all that the way I life is oki.
The problem isn't at all to be or not be a EMO,it is the problem,
that everyone nervs and ask why!
I realize that there are lots of cool peoples,even they think
you are a EMO or just a dead girl,they talk to you and likes you and that
is great! And I think that EMO is not a style or a band,it is something
that you should just think more about it,and I'm sure after this you will
maybe understand me!
For a better life in future,
the 2008/07/02 <<

It is maybe just this or that and we all were sure this weren't the only
class that do those things,but we were all sure that the girl was
perfect,even there is no "perfection",because she said what she
thought and she done and still do what is right,in her way!